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Loss
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My girlfriend of 2 years and 4 months, the love of my life and my soul reason for living is gone.
She left me.
Nothing makes sense anymore, it all came out of nowhere and I'm still convinced she loves me and I just need to talk with her to get her back.
Food is tasteless, drinking brings me no satisfaction and my whole body is numb, I can't even find direction in my life anymore, and what hurts more is that I don't know the reason, it just happened and I want to know the reason but she doesn't want to talk to me for a while.
It's like I did something wrong when I only ever did things to make her happy.
I'm just a hollow and broken man now, and if there really is no chance of us reconciling our relationship then I've lost my reason of life.
Nothing will ever be the same
She left me.
Nothing makes sense anymore, it all came out of nowhere and I'm still convinced she loves me and I just need to talk with her to get her back.
Food is tasteless, drinking brings me no satisfaction and my whole body is numb, I can't even find direction in my life anymore, and what hurts more is that I don't know the reason, it just happened and I want to know the reason but she doesn't want to talk to me for a while.
It's like I did something wrong when I only ever did things to make her happy.
I'm just a hollow and broken man now, and if there really is no chance of us reconciling our relationship then I've lost my reason of life.
Nothing will ever be the same
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I make walkthroughs, take a look...
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...because they suck XD
No but in all seriousness for a while I have been making Zelda Ocarina of Time walkthrough video's, and recently have been thinking about how to get them more out there, so in this sense I am using Deviantart for advertisement
Here is the link to the playlist, mind you some of the earlier video's do drag on a tad while, but that get's better as time goes by.
www.youtube.com/playlist?list=…
Would be much appreciated if you guys took a look, and obviously if you think it's rubbish be honest about it
No but in all seriousness for a while I have been making Zelda Ocarina of Time walkthrough video's, and recently have been thinking about how to get them more out there, so in this sense I am using Deviantart for advertisement
Here is the link to the playlist, mind you some of the earlier video's do drag on a tad while, but that get's better as time goes by.
www.youtube.com/playlist?list=…
Would be much appreciated if you guys took a look, and obviously if you think it's rubbish be honest about it
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I never thought it possible
2 min read
So, something I had always rejected as a child has now become a regular part of my life, I am talking of course about exercise.
Since a young age the phrase "go outside and get some exercise" was always a regular thing to hear from my parents, soon replaced by "you're so lazy" with the later one sticking to me as if it were attached to my very soul. However! About a month ago I had converted my garage into a little multi use room and then decided I would do something with my free time and start exercising, and in this room I began a regular exercise routine that consists of one hour a day for 6 days a week. I know, sounds like suicide.
Obviously for the first week I would wake up every day aching like I had been hit by a truck, but recently I wake up feeling amazing! And as a bonus I (my girlfriend and my family) have noticed my body is developing at quite a fast rate.
As tribute to my development, when my next term at College starts I'll upload a photo of me younger (be warned it will be scary) and me after my months of 'working out' (this might be equally as scary and all my buffness is just in my head) and then you guys can make your own decisions on if exercise is really beneficial or not.
Peace
Since a young age the phrase "go outside and get some exercise" was always a regular thing to hear from my parents, soon replaced by "you're so lazy" with the later one sticking to me as if it were attached to my very soul. However! About a month ago I had converted my garage into a little multi use room and then decided I would do something with my free time and start exercising, and in this room I began a regular exercise routine that consists of one hour a day for 6 days a week. I know, sounds like suicide.
Obviously for the first week I would wake up every day aching like I had been hit by a truck, but recently I wake up feeling amazing! And as a bonus I (my girlfriend and my family) have noticed my body is developing at quite a fast rate.
As tribute to my development, when my next term at College starts I'll upload a photo of me younger (be warned it will be scary) and me after my months of 'working out' (this might be equally as scary and all my buffness is just in my head) and then you guys can make your own decisions on if exercise is really beneficial or not.
Peace
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It only comes once a year
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So ladies and gents, valentines day is just round the corner, the time when we are expected to spend lots of money on things like flowers (which have the price put up) special chocolate (which have the price put up) and special cards (which have the price put up) but to be honest, I think just spending time with the one you love means more than all the things you are expected to buy. So for this valentines day, just be with the one you love and be who you always are, because that is the person you are loved for.
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Did you think you got rid of me?
2 min read
So....how you all been?
I know not many, if any, people read these lil updates of mine but I do them anyway for the hell of it sometimes. NOW, I haven't updated in a long time, why none of you ask? Well allow me to answer that, I have no means of scanning any new artwork in.
Recently I completed a piece of artwork that took me more than forever to do and received such wonderous compliments on it from my family, but without a scanner my option of uploading anything will be out the window until I get a cheap scanner or I get a chance to get my hands on one around my college. Until such a time I am stuck in the realms of inability to share my artwork...bummer.
In other news, its my birthday soon! Why should you care, simple, dont XD I barely care about it. Sure its a great excuse to not turn up to a lesson or two, see family and be hailed like a king, but this day is gone as quickly as it comes, so I don't mind too much about it.
HOWEVER!
I am very much wanting my hair cut again, so I am hoping I get a little money so I can use it to pay for a little bit off the top XD if I get more than a little money, then its time for buying random clothes, useless things and junk food, hoorah for being a teenager.
That concludes story time kids, be sure to anticipate our next chapter where we talk about therapy ^^ enjoy
I know not many, if any, people read these lil updates of mine but I do them anyway for the hell of it sometimes. NOW, I haven't updated in a long time, why none of you ask? Well allow me to answer that, I have no means of scanning any new artwork in.
Recently I completed a piece of artwork that took me more than forever to do and received such wonderous compliments on it from my family, but without a scanner my option of uploading anything will be out the window until I get a cheap scanner or I get a chance to get my hands on one around my college. Until such a time I am stuck in the realms of inability to share my artwork...bummer.
In other news, its my birthday soon! Why should you care, simple, dont XD I barely care about it. Sure its a great excuse to not turn up to a lesson or two, see family and be hailed like a king, but this day is gone as quickly as it comes, so I don't mind too much about it.
HOWEVER!
I am very much wanting my hair cut again, so I am hoping I get a little money so I can use it to pay for a little bit off the top XD if I get more than a little money, then its time for buying random clothes, useless things and junk food, hoorah for being a teenager.
That concludes story time kids, be sure to anticipate our next chapter where we talk about therapy ^^ enjoy
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